Emma, your son is beautiful / Patricia Wade Read >>
Emma, your son is beautiful / Patricia Wade
Emma, I'm so sorry for your loss. I just saw this on MOM's. I hope you are doing ok. The pain never stops. May god bless you and keep you safe. Kisses to Antonio Close
"DEATH IS SURE" / EMMA /MOM HOWARD (MOTHER)Read >>
"DEATH IS SURE" / EMMA /MOM HOWARD (MOTHER)
Things in this world happen according to our appointment with God. Every appointment is accounted for by His calling and his appointment was called. If he had been home maybe that person would have taken the life of his mother or stepfather but it was allready mapped out. Be mindful people for death is a time of celebration and the life of a newbirth is the time to shed tears. God has planned my son's life in the delivery of my grandchildren. I will continue to pray for strength and healing and remember God has the final say so. This is somethings I have excepted in my mind, but it's hard to except in my heart.
TONY, this is your mother I miss you today as bad as I did three year ago, today is the last friday of April, that's when you left me.Tony I talk so much about you I think people hate to be around me but I cann't help it . you was my world .TONY, I still can hear you say how long will it be before the bread get done. or hear you say what you cooking over there. Tony you was a son that I was proud of . you was good to me and so many other , it a shame that a person or people will take your life because you was a good person, Tony I want you to know as long as I live I will do everything to keep your memory alive, and find out who did this to you. LOVE YOUR MOTHER EMMA
I remember you just the way you were. I long to see you walk down the street with that very distinctive and extremely handsome stride that you carried so beautifully. Oohh! Screaming "Vanessa" or Quivvla what U doing down here girl? I will never forget the love and joy that you brought to this family. You were and still are a very intricate part of this whole community. Words can't do justice for all of the emotions that we are experiencing since your depart. More recently, I find myself bragging to everyone about how talented you were. I tell people that I had my very own "Daniel Boone" in my family. You accomplished so much in such a short period of time. Your live was not in vain. I was very proud of you and even more so to say he is my relative. You have definately left you imprint in the hearts and minds of many. Nevertheless, Cuz , it just won't be the same w/out you in our lives. A many a days I weep in sorrow, only because I know how much your mother and other family members desire to be in your presence and to tell you one more time We Love You Very Much! It will never be the same G'Wood we once knew. Now, the only thing that gives me rest is in knowing that someday we must all take of the flesh and journey to a place we know not of, just like you!
Three Years No Answer. / Emma Howard (Mother)Read >>
Three Years No Answer. / Emma Howard (Mother)
“Three years No Answer” You Got By, But Not Away
God says that revenge is mine. The person or persons that murdered my son will get judgment either during their life or when they stand before the judgment seat of God. The person or persons will not get away with what they’ve done. I pray that God will give the detectives and policemen supernatural wisdom and revelation for this case and a fever to find the truth. I pray that God will not let them sleep until this case is solved. The Bible says the prayer of a righteous person availed much and I believe that my prayers accomplish that which they’ve been sent forth to accomplish. I also ask the Lord to heal my broken heart, broken spirit and pain. My life will be the same but it can be better. God also knows every tear I’ve cried and keeps them, just like he knows the number of hairs on our head. Weeping may endure for the night, or a time but joy comes in the morning. Even when I get the answers it will be hard to hold on to my peace. I try to remember all the memories I had with my son. I cannot let bitterness grow in my heart. Bitterness in my heart will never harm the person or persons who did this but it will eat them up from the inside out. I ask God to give me the love and grace necessary to forgive whoever did this. God’s love and grace are always sufficient for whatever need I have and his love never fails. There’s a scripture that say “Call those things that be not as though they were.” I begin to look in the mirror each morning and thank the Lord that this case is solved. Also thank the Lord that God has given me the grace and love to forgive this person or persons. I will not let bitterness ruin my life. God says vengeance is mine. His revenge is far greater than everything I could do. I have learned to love myself and forgive myself that I was not able to protect my son. I know in my heart that I know it’s not my fault but I still feel guilty that I weren’t able to protect my son. 2004-2007 “Tone Jones” Mother, Emma Howard
Always Remembered by Me / Jannice Nichols Dennis (Cousin)Read >>
Always Remembered by Me / Jannice Nichols Dennis (Cousin)
It was so painful to write this message. It was really, really hard looking at the pictures and remembering the old days when we were all at home on "our" street in Greenwood. But it was also peaceful to know that you are in the eternal presence of the Glory of God. Others may forget, but We love you and will never, ever forget that you came this way. Remembered Always, Lanne Gal
My child, My precious son / Emma Howard (Mother)Read >>
My child, My precious son / Emma Howard (Mother)
TONY, On the day God took you I thought that I would die, I wondered where the time went I ask a lot of why??? With people all round me I felt alone inside, from all there words of comfort ,I could't seemed to hide. I thought I might be dreaming that I'll wake and find you here, I thought "this can't be happening" as I wiped another tear. On the day that you were laid to rest my heart broke yet again, I wondered if the pain would end, but mostly I wondered when??? TONY, It's so hard to be without you,at time the days seem long, sometime I just sit crying ,when there's nothing wrong I wish we'd had more time, before your life was done, I hope you'r resting peacefully......
MISSING YOU / DARLENE NICHOLS (COUSIN) YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE, ON THOSE COLD MORNINGS KNOCKING ON MY WALL FOR T-MAN, CALLING LETS GO. YOU ARE MISSED BY SO MANY. EVEN THOUGH IT HAS BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS, BUT IT SEENS LIKE YESTERDAY. YOU MAY BE GONE BUT U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. LOVED YOU THEN AND LOVE YOU NOW. ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU AND THE GOOD TIMES A FAMILY BRINGS JUST BY BEING TOGETHER AND STAYING TOGETHER. LOVE YOU DOLLClose
The day of the birth of your son is near A day that is filled with joy. The gift you gave the world that day A smiling baby boy.
The miracle of birth occurs A thousand times each day. And each and every mother Prays her child will be okay.
As a mother you felt the pain Of loosing your only son. But as His mother you must be proud Of everything He's done.
As mother's who have lost a child We can share each other's pain. And As Blessed Mary knows We shall see our child again.
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"You Don't Kown How I Feel"
You don't know how I feel, please don't tell me that you do.There's just one way to know, have you lost your only child too?" Don't say it was "God's will", for that is not the God I know.Would God on purpose break my heart, then watch as my tears flow?"You have an angel now, in heaven, a precious child above."But, tell me, to whom here on earth shall I give this love? "Aren't you better yet?" Is that what I heard you say? No! A part of me has gone, and I will always feel this way.Perhaps you think your silence will help to ease my pain?But I want to talk about my child I'll never hold again. Don't say these things to me, although I know you do mean well.They do not take my pain away; I must go through this hell.I will get better sure, yet slow, and it helps to have you near,But "I'm sorry that you lost your"only child" is all I have to hear.
TONE JONES MOTHER
********************************* A LETTER FROM HEAVEN-TO MY FAMILY
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through. God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you." "It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan. There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned. If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb; But together we can do it by taking one day at a time. It was always my philosophy and Id like it for you too; That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain; Then you can say to God at night...."My day was not in vain. And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile." So if you meet somebody who is sad and low; Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind; I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when its time for you to go.... from that body to be free. Remember you're not going.... you're coming here with me.
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The Meaning of Tone Jones/ "What I know about" Fiderikki Williams, Cousin
" TONE JONES" T--TALENTED O--OPPOSITE OF OTHER N--NICE E--ENTERTAINABLE
J--JUST RIGHT O--OUT GOING N--NEVER BE FORGOTTEN E--EXCELLENT IN EVERYTHING HE DID S--STILL HERE (FAVORITE SONG)
THIS IS THE MEANING OF MY COUSIN "TONE JONES". I WANT TO KNOW DID YOU KNOW HIM
" UNCONDITIONAL LOVE" / TONEISHA JACKSON (FIANCE)Read >>
" UNCONDITIONAL LOVE" / TONEISHA JACKSON (FIANCE)
God has put inside of me a love for you that will never die. Our love was, is,and will always be 100 precent. Your touched a lot of lives durning your short stay here on earth.You love during things for people to make them happy, You showered unconditional love to every one you met and you have remarkable friends who will miss your smiling face.Antontio, when you first occupied the room in my heart, your rent was paid in full by your brigth smile and wisdom in carried for me. Whata bless it was to have you in my life. I will miss you so very much,Even though you're gone to a better place, I wish you could come back to me. because you was not only my best friend , but you was my SOUL MATE , Sleep well Antontio,the Lord hold you now
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